N Saturday, October 07, 2006
let's reflectit's how funny when you can meet a stranger on the bus twice, going out and going home. it's so amazing how life works. each of us leads a different life. if i'm not me, i wonder what kind of life i would go through instead.
every morning when i board the bus, i see the same people (unless i miss the bus i usually take) and my eyes never fail to not look at each and every one of them and i'll start guessing what are they going through in life. i want to try and have a taste of others life, really.
i love my mummy. she's the best mother one can ask for but i know i have been taking advantage of her being so nice. i may be rude at times and may even show my disagreements with her or what so ever, but deep down inside, i do know my wrongs but its just that i'm unable to express everything out.
i remembered during self-awareness camp, we had to write a card to someone we would like to thank but eventually, the card did not reach my mum. haha.
although there are times whereby she can be real unreasonable and stubborn which is totally intolerant but,
i still love you mummy. :)
you're the only one i can really fall back on and trust.
friends come and go, how many actually stays. throughout my eighteen years, nobody made me believed there is such a thing called "best friend". everyone bitch about each other because they can't stand certain things about that person but at the end of the day, the friendship is still there. complaining about your close friends is still acceptable but telling tales about them is unacceptable, seriously.
-roll eyes-
i have so much to say, so much to speak up, so much to clear.
but im not gonna care anymore.i'm true, no doubts.
oh wells, this is just a reflective post. i hope i don't offend anyone or cause any uninvited troubles. save them for yourself. these are just my thoughts.
i'm tired and i'm dead. i have yet to come out with a story for my movie poster and yet to think of what to do or take. all i think of is having fun. argh. i'm still in lalaing mood. save me.
i better go to bed and come out with an idea tmr or thats the end of me.
goodnight.
4:28:00 AM
